Current mood:	crazy
Current music:	Shawn's "my music"

I will be a goddess and a queen
I am in Austin visiting my sister. Last night a fried of mine, Chris, was suppose to come chill with me here. I haven't seen him in a year and a half. The last time was one of the funnest nights of my life, where I met my perfect one night stand - Vince and worried everyone sick because I didn't tell anyone where I was going... just kind of left. We watched the craziest movie last night, A Clockwork Orange. It was good, just a little wicked.

Tonight should be fun though, New Years Eve... a night where even the most loneliest people should get a new year's kiss. I wonder who mine will be...(Jason?) maybe... but who knows.

I'm waiting for my sister to get ready so we can go off to Planet K and buy me a cool hat. One I have been searching for since the Marley fest.

The other night my friend Justin got mad at me for sharing a bottle of wine, that was supposedly a gift for myself and no one else. That right there just kind of did it for me...I WILL NO LONGER SURROUND MYSELF BY UPTIGHT, RIDICULOUS SPECIMENS unless they realize that the things they often get mad about do not matter and will not even matter in a hundred years! I don't understand why people fucking get so mad about ridiculous things. WE are all going to die someday and I would rather spend my life enjoying life and smiling than yelling and causing fights over petty things such as a bottle of wine. I will reimburse him with either two dollars or another bottle of cheap, but good, Boone's Farm.

I as well dyed my hair, and I'm with Amy...I look like a fucking fire crotch now. IT sucks. But maybe... just maybe someone will think it looks flattering. Ha! I doubt it.

I believe I have developed a cold, which sucks, because tonight is more than likely going to be pretty fucking chilly out side.

I quit my job at Papa John's because my manager was a fucking jake. So now I am off to apply for yet another job. But I am really serious about finding a job I can stick with for at least a year and use as a good reference, and after some time even move my way up to assistant manager or something. A position I fucking earned at Papa John's but once again, my manager was a fucking jake and gave it to someone else. (i am still very bitter about that whole situation.)

Thats my past week in a nut shell.

HAPPY NEW YEA